now , saye tengah study utk trial esok . i'm not in my mood tonight . i always thinks about her ... her story make me cry over this night ..........

she's the great person . she make me proud with her . as i just explore the blog world , suddenly , this bulletin entry just caught my eyes .. " arwah " " al-fatihah" "sad story" and now , i write about she , "she's" ... ohh my Allah . quickly i click the link to her blog at the bulletin posted . so , from there , started my obsession on her ..

i've read every single of her post entry from the start to the end .. i get really sad reading at it and can't help but cry  ... at the age of 20 , i just could'nt believe that she's really strong facing the greatest test from Allah .she had a lung cancer stage 3 at that age .


"I have nobody close to me to be my heroes to look up to in my recovery process,
because they succumbed to cancer.
i lost my grandparents to it.
i understand if they didnt have enough motivation to continue life, to fight cancer.
they've had and achieved everything in their lives.

but me,i'm 20! ive achieved, NOTHING at all in my life.
i know i still have a long way to go ,
and i wont give up until i win this.
i'm not born a quitter, and i have my reasons to continue this life.

i'm diagnosed with stage 3b lung cancer,
with very little chance of living

BUT WHO CARES WHAT STAGE IM IN and what percentage i have left!
you're not God, dont make easy assumptions predecting my lifespan.

i can easily say that,my biggest inspiration comes from Lance Armstrong.
the cancer he went through actually made him a stronger person.
made him a 7 times champion of le tour de france.
crazy.

that's why i love athletes, esp cyclists, pro cyclists.
They're the strongest people that cycle up to 250+ kms, for hours,
endured the pain as if it's just a small bruise, when their shorts are torn and the fresh red flesh is flashing,
ignored their cramped muscles to make it to the finishing line.
not only they're physically strong, they're mentally strong.i couldnt find any sports that has the same beauty as cycling " ................................................. - by she . 

she is Wan Maisara Amira bt Wan Aziz . well known as Sara Aziz , the great cycler and photographer ..
  
you fought to survive .. but yet Allah loved you more . you are kind soul and He will be kind to you :'(

-al fatihah-   

when i cry , i see u in my tears , but i clean my tears , so .. no one can see u

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